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David Maple-Green's Addewid Diary
December 9, 2003 (Tuesday) <= Today => by Oliver Smith OliverSmith@CyberPoet.com < Home < Writing < Addewid < Addewid Diary < December 2003 : Today's Entry |
Today's Datan from the
Darogan speaks of a
Balance of Power, with changing
Pelider in the second and fifth
positions, moving to
Visions of Mystery.
After George's revelations on Sunday about the mysterious man at his reading I began to go over my notes from conversations with my mother and Qwinn. I also started to rethink everything that I had translated from the trees. Up to now, I had been thinking that my connection with Addewid was unique, that my mother, being one of the Blessed Three, made my experience different from everyone else. But when I think about all of the effort that Nerth and the other Henin have put into influencing events here on Earth I realize that I have been quite short sighted. Why would I think that I could disseminate information about the true nature of the universe as it has unfolded from the Inoleth, and encourage the growth of the Disciples without some kind of response from opposing forces within Addewid who do not want this information to be given to humans. These Henin are powerful forces and have the ability, individually, to make everything we know and understand simply dissipate without trace in an instant. I guess the only reason that we continue to exist on earth, and within our coming lives within Addewid is the Balance of Power that exists within the Inoleth. Because of this balance, and because of my opportunities to experience Visions of Mystery, I have been able to document the nature of what has been, what is and what is to come George has been much less philosophical about all of this. He's frightened and doesn't have much interest in pursuing the origin all of things. He just wants to go to work in safety and live a quiet life. He asked me to call City Hall and tell them that he was ill, which I did, and then I made him some breakfast. It was a dark day, with drizzle falling upon soiled snow from a few days before, so George just wanted to snuggle a while. Fortunately, I didn't have any morning classes, so I could spend some time in bed with him and nurse him through a bout of depression. Later I brought his light box in and turned it on. He was noticable more cheery, but not quite ready to talk about the "mysterious man". But he did ask about the Madaw services tomorrow, which surprised me. He has always made it a point to avoid talking about my Wednesday morning services at the Assembly. He said he wanted to go and that he should start connecting with my spiritual community. Personally, I think it had more to do with not wanting to be alone right now, but I was glad to get him to the Assembly. It was the one aspect of my life that he was not involved in, and it has left a hole in our relationship, but one that has been problematic, just less fulfilling. Praise be, The Blessed Three David Maple-Green DavidMapleGreen@Addewid.com |